I HATE the fact that my ex-boyfriend is better than me academically, I try my best and fail miserably he moves one muscle AND THE WORLD LOVES HIM. the worst part? HE IS A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. HE EXPOSED *MY* PROBLEMS WHEN I TOLD HIM NOT TO, his words keep repeating in my head. "I'm gonna take care of you!" buddy, taking care of someone isn't touching them inappropriately without consent, taking care of someone isn't isolating them from their friends because you have 'jealousy issues' although they REASSURED YOU *MULTIPLE* TIMES THAT THEY WOULD BE LOYAL TO YOU. some of my friends are still friends with him, even after I told them what he did. I sometimes wish to just.. disappear, but at the same time I don't want to leave my friends alone (including you guys) sorry for the vent but I really needed to get this out.